It's been a year now... The thought of not having you around, not able to see you, not able to talk to you, hear your advises still hurts. I'm still sorry for not able to do alot of things with you.. Maybe it's because im at your house and everything's flashing back in my head, it hurts more. Watching the show just now, her granddad was giving her a teddy bear and was talking to her, i missed you more. I just miss you. Simple. I miss you. Alot. So much.
I love you.
