i truly missed the person who would call me wen im playing games(hp) infront of him,
the person who would laugh at me when i'm being stupid,
the person who i can talk to without any worries,
the person who i can share all my secrets with, the person who would make me smile even when im down,
i dont know wat exactly im feeling. you made me feel matured eventhough im still as childish as ever. i miss the old you.

hello dere(:
had a goody fun day today! spent the day with bestfriend ruby and mar n dayah.had a great time wif ruby while waiting fer mar n dayah. went to toyrus to buy kimi's toy n to popular to get the cd. aft tt when to famous amos to get no nut choc cookies. yum yum. went up to open plaza n met iman there. ruby n him was like super cute. den we went to 77th street n i found this nice cap. gosh. naknaknak! CAMWHORED! wen to times n i spent approximately 15 mins reading the mags cos its like gonna be a waste of money to buy super expensive mags and throw it aft reading. then wen to some other places. got hungry n ate at qiji. camwhored again. haha. candid photos while eating. nice. met mar n dayah there. guess we were the kecoh-ress there. took pics again. then went to mini toons n mini bits. wanted to buy the black star ring n the necklace. gosh! dhen saw a dress tt cost a freaking 35 bucks. argh! lets save money ruby. haha. kalau menjadi urh. so tts like $20 for the cap, $9.95 for the ring, $15 for the necklace and $35 for the dress. so that totals up to be $79.95. mane nk korek?? sumpah poks. ok dah. gmbr nanti nanti.

Bestfriends. sayang kamu(:

oke random.

hello(: lazy to blog. gosh. ok bye(:

detention detention

hello. nothing much to say today. will try to keep it short n simple.
went into school late on purpose. waited fer ruby. wnt into sch at about 7.45. had to go fer detention. durh. nothing really happen during school. except fighting with shafiq for the damn rag n asking him to help wipe my desk.
reported at the office fer detention. n edlin came out calling all detention-ians. me n ruby were like cursing her all the way.saw kamarul,farhan, aloy n raiswan.they too had detention. wanted to sit wif ruby bt edlin separated us. lucky there was farhan n raiswan in froont hu kind of entertained me. farhan was doing stupid faces at everyone n raiswan was just asking fer trouble. sat blankly into space fer one hour. cant even read a book.
so ya. tt was practically it.
ohhhh. nono. b4 tt we went to nani's place to put some of my books there cos it was too heavy. saw her mum going out while nani was changing. salamed her mum n she talked to us. it really made us cry. it was so emotional. we felt so bad wen she cried. i just can't forget her last few words. "makcik syg anak mkcik." gosh at tt point of time i felt like crying. me,aila,ruby spent the next 10 minutes listless.
n im not patching. or maybe i am. gosh!

when true friends arent true,
when bestfriends are not the best,
when friends are not what you expected them to be,
when friends gets you into trouble,
when they leave you during your hardship,
when they take your loved ones away,
thats when you know they are not your true friends.

whella.
Faiq broke his leg n wun b cuming to sch. nothing else quite happen. still tired frm running away frm tt fat fugly guy yest.
wanted to go to kalam aft sch bt din. why? simple. he was outside. so went to canteen with ruby, nani and sat wit muz b4 akmal came. durh im stubborn. i wanted sweets. so yeaa. went out wit ruby(tried to). he was talking to eddy, kamarul, rahami they all n walked towards us.( i tink) so durh we were scared. so we shouted petern wallked into school.
haha
n so we went to buy the food drive things at sheng siong. had fun. haha. den bought bubble tea each. mr te's treat i tink.

oke dah.

Doctor Doctor.

whella.
gosh. kay honestly i've always hated the doctors. but still had to go just now. the asthma came back causing me to have sleepless night. gosh. slept the whole morning like one hour intervals. so yah. went to the doctors with daddy. fever with 38.2 degrees n runny nose not forgeting the asthma. the good news: i got two days mc(yay). the bad news: i had to eat 5 tablets. big ones. urgh!
mar called in the morning to ask wat happen to me. sundalan texted. shafiq texted. haha. wat great friends.
Hadi went fer his camp this morning. missed him already. pak busu going ns tomoro.
so yah. tts about it. Ouh!! kak was freaking out when a small butterfly flew into our room. haha.
k toodles. hoopla.

whella.
oke lets just get straight to the point. we were breaking apart bcos of her bt we r fine nw. n dhen u created this damn big mess. do you noe hw much uve changed?? gosh. i hate the new you.

i dun giv a damn bout ur life. u wan to have a fat ugly guy as ur boyfriend go on. but dun do nonsense things where everyone can see. i dun care bout it if ur nt my clone. bt come on la. u jollywell noe tt not many people can differentiate us. i dun wanna go to sch n get lectured by any teachers wen they see u going out wif tht crap guy. wat ami going to say??? gosh. oh and u dun go round giving my number to anyone tt i dun know. i only give my number to someone tt i know. or i see b4. not any stranger.

ok watever. nw the good news. ARIFFIN is back!! haha. imyimyimyimyimyimyimy!

PMS-ing

whella. okehh im like lazy these days to update. been lazy lately. so i'll try to finish tis blg. or maybe leave it hanging.

last friday: had a minor fight with nfs. nearly break apart but mati hidup balek.

so yah. me and Ariffin broke up. met this other guy who is somehow related to MUHD ARIFFIN BIN ZAINAL.

yesterday: was super frustrated wif ms sultanah fer nt letting me off fer oral. watthehell. gosh i hate her larh. had fun 'broadcasting' with ruby and faiq.MARDHIAH'S BIRTHDAY!caught in the rain.

today: met syafiq and hidayat at inter as usual super sombong. mar wa still complaining bout her hair. its fine my dear. nearly started an argument with ruby. sorry. gosh. caught in the rain again. and oh zia. i don't like you!

"when a bitch wants others to follow what she says and thinks that what she says is always true, she's ridiculus."