"on graduation day, i want to see you smile. 
Dear Atok, your pampered cucu has completed another step in her life, a step that she thought was a mistake. but it ws a step that changed her life. she needs you to be there. to celebrate the hppy event with her.
no she can't promise you she won't cry. no she can't promise you she will smile. no she can't promise you she won't be sad. "

Visited Atok the night before graduation. Nothing changed. But he did open his eyes and "looked" at me. I told him im graduating the next day. When he was still healthy, i told him about me graduating very soon and he was very happy. I was very excited and was planning to take photos with nenek and atok in my graduation robe. I was thinking twice about going to the graduation ceremony but because atok opened his eyes, i went. heh. Then the day before graduation, dad told me a very bad news. well i felt it was a very bad piece of news. He told me he could not make it for my graduation cause he had to work cause he just started working at his new place. I was really super sad. I mean, when i told him about my graduation, he was the happiest and most excited to go. then suddenly he cannot make it because mum said he should start working his night job soon. And that soon happened to be my graduation week. BUT THEN! A few minutes before the ceremony started, dad texted me to ask me where exactly is the auditorium. He dropped by before going to work to see me!! i had to admit, i really felt like crying. heh. and i think it was very obvious that i was very happy when dad came. eventhough he came for just a little while, i was still very happy that he actually ruched down to see me even for a few minutes. before he left, he told me " bapak dah dapat tengok anak bapak in graduation gown. bapak very happy, thank you."

I'm happy to see bapak proud/ I'm glad and thankful that he was there. Atok might have said the same thing too. He would tell me how proud he is of his grandchildren.