been kinda of happy these days. i feel like we as if we are back to those days. lets hope we will stay this way. with jun! yay!

just gave mum my report book which i got back like on wednesday. mr te sumpah sial. like come on. you shud be giving words of encouragement. ni tak. "with this kind of results(pointing at englsh) u'll confirm be going to ite". like wtf? shuden u say like 'if u can improve, i'm sure you can get into poly.' tts nicer. dad was super devastated. i'm sorry.

oh. my results.
eng D7
malay C5
MAths D7
science E8
Humans. dead
F&N D7

ok bye

i've long been keeping it all. you've hidden it all well. lets just be true to each other. spill out all the things that we've been keeping. wats the point of keeping mum and pretending to be ok in front of each other when we are not? i don't want to keep pretending anymore. until when are we going to keep mum? until when are we going to make this extend.
i really enjoyed the time we had at mac today. its been a while since we chatted. its been a while since me n ruby chatted with nani. i was happy that all six of us were in school today. but.. why didn;t we use the chance to sit and talk to each other?
nani, i'm tired of listening all those stuffs about you. i still can't accept the fact that you are a complete different person. however. i would have to.
mar, i'm sorry if i've always make things difficult. but.. i am the type who likes to tell off when i don't like sumtink.
aila, im sorry.

i wish we cud turn back time. i would really treasure the moments we had. i'm sorry if i've caused many problems. i wish this nightmare wud end. i would just keep the laughters and throw away the tears. im sorry.

remember those times?

when we say we are going to be friends forever.

remember those times?

we recorded songs together.

remember those times?

we lepaked together.

remember those time?

when we were now standing forever.

were those just words? did we really mean it?

damn mye!
now i just think about studying. gosh! its so not me. ok.
mye finished! god!! finally.
dropped poa so dismissed at 10. yay. went to tamp to meet mum, kakak and kimi. 'visited' tampines1. prezels. yum. yeaa. spent time there. dum didumdum.
one more day to 9may. i have no idea whether i'm looking forward for it or not. but one thing for sure. i'm looking forward to go .
oh. oh. oh. chatted with riffin the other day. i've made a stupid mistake and an improvement. the mistake. asking him to put down the phone n i'll call him back. he called and after 15 mins i told him to hang up. i'll call him back so that his prepaid wun b low. but god! i called back thinking that we were going to tok for bout 30 mins only but hell no. we chatted fer app 2 hrs. wow. the improvement: we talked most of the time. the first time we talked on the phone was for 1 and a half hours but we spent 1 hr listening to silence. but this time, we talked. most of the time. hehe.
ok dah. dad's giving money tomorrow for mother's day. yay. baking.

Yatoktaiib yatoktaib.(ryan ajar!)