olevels are over. they are history! muahahahahaha.

i feel so fun!!! i cleared my stuffs just now and boy u must see the stack of papers that they wasted. i put all the papers at the corner of my room and its like the amount is more than the whole sec4 punye worksheet.

i school already! we drew on each other's uniform kt bwh blk just now. i wrote a letter for ruby by the way. wanted to give her just now but can't bear to. i cn imagine her cry if she were to read the letter. she has always been crying when i write her sumtink. i read the paper again just now and i can't stop my tears either.

Dear RUBY,

hi hunny. i miss u already! i miss those times in school.

Everyday without fail, at tenthirty i would ask you this question: are you eating? i like it when u say "ah ah. aku lapar." i always feel bad when u say" tkde sen" and look away. i know you're hungry but u don't want to susahkn people. it never bothers me to buy for you food. nw, i can't do that for you anymore. we'll be going our separate ways. i can't be there when u're hungry.

i was thinking about what to get you for your birthday. i got you the gift. then i decided to get you something that i know u wanted. i was really happy that u really liked it till u shouted. i dun mind doing that again. dun wuri. it doesn't bother me to buy u tt. just tell me wen u need it.

wen next year starts, it wun b the same as hw it was tis year. but u must promise not to forget me. i'll try to b there wen u nid me. i can't promise i'll always be there. but i'll always find a way to help. i'll always be prepared to top up ur fone for you. if u dun msg me in a week, ill b under ur blk with a top up card. and u cant say no to tt. just tell me wen u nid help ok.

we were never looking forward for this day. but sadly its here. the last day of school. i'll never forget you hunny. lets go out together even until the day we have grandchildren. haha. take care hunny! I LOVE YOU!