i've long been keeping it all. you've hidden it all well. lets just be true to each other. spill out all the things that we've been keeping. wats the point of keeping mum and pretending to be ok in front of each other when we are not? i don't want to keep pretending anymore. until when are we going to keep mum? until when are we going to make this extend.
i really enjoyed the time we had at mac today. its been a while since we chatted. its been a while since me n ruby chatted with nani. i was happy that all six of us were in school today. but.. why didn;t we use the chance to sit and talk to each other?
nani, i'm tired of listening all those stuffs about you. i still can't accept the fact that you are a complete different person. however. i would have to.
mar, i'm sorry if i've always make things difficult. but.. i am the type who likes to tell off when i don't like sumtink.
aila, im sorry.

i wish we cud turn back time. i would really treasure the moments we had. i'm sorry if i've caused many problems. i wish this nightmare wud end. i would just keep the laughters and throw away the tears. im sorry.