i shall be the biggest bitch u'd ever known (:

I've decided to call him Mr Love. I don't know if he is really good looking. but i just like him.

I tightly hold onto my heart but I tremble when I see him.
My heart shakes like it's going to fall off.
I can see just him among countless people.
This must be love at first sight.

Even when our eyes meet, my breath stops
If he looks and smiles at me, I become dizzy dizzy.
There's no guy better than him in the world
I must have fallen for him.

Everywhere bing bing bing bing bang bang bang bang he spins around.
If I have only one love, I'll give it to him.
I must be nice.
The Heavens sent him for me.

Please hold my hand tightly. I feel drunk.
I'm dizzy dizzy at your sweet voice
Now that we've exchanged greetings, we have come half away.
I'm going to love

All day bing bing bing bing bang bang bang bang I hang around.
I loiter hoping I see him by chance.
I will see him tonight and confess my love.


Everywhere bing bing bing bing bang bang bang bang he spins around.
All day bing bing bing bing bang bang bang bang I'm dizzy.
All day bing bing bing bing bang bang bang bang I hang around.
I loiter hoping I see him by chance.
I will see him tonight and confess my love.

It's Satish Birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SATISH!! hehe (:
we had cooking cooking today! then we cook and cook and cook and we eat! Jameson came! GReggy had to go home cause he's having fever. ): get well soon sayang! then we celebrated satish birthday! shalania and hidayah and racheal and shasha bullied him. they egged him, floured him, milked him.. now im thinking twice about going to school tomoroow!

can i really not go to school tomorrow?!

HELLO FUNNY LOOKING WEIRD HUMAN BEINGS! hehe.. hi! im just joking.

i am sick! my head is banging and my throat is burning and my nose is like a tap. so yeaa.. im sick.! i am planning m=not to go to school tomorrow! i really need a rest and a whole day of sleep.

Aladin is not here today! sedihh pe?!!

next wednesday! 21st july. 8 more days! OMG! 17 lehh..

ok da. bye!

Should not have done anything
Should have ignored everything
Like something I couldn’t see
Like something I shouldn’t have seen
Maybe I should have never gazed like this

I should have run away and
Act like I wasn’t listening
Like something I couldn’t hear
It’s something I should never hear
Maybe I should have never heard your voice

Without a word, you taught me how to believe
Without a word, you gave me my everything
But even as the breath you left behind remains
You’re always running far away
Without a word, my heart is leaving again
Without a word, my heart has thrown me away
Now how can I reply? This voice of mine alone could never do the same
As you without a word

Why is my heart so hurting
Why won’t it stop this hurting
Can’t see you here anymore
Just that you’re not here anymore
Apart from that it’s how it was before

Without a word, the tears make trails down my face

Without a word, my heart keeps crumbling away

Without a word, I wait for you to return
Without a word, I take the pain and the hurt
Because I’m lost in time, you’re far away so I
Can only cry into the sky
Without a word, that star was searching for me
Without a word, that star drew nearer to me
My heart was unprepared when I sent you away – I wondered how you could just have
Appeared without a word

Without a word it may show
Without a word it may go
Like a disease from before
Maybe that’s what this hurt is for
So that there can’t be doubts here anymore

Dear Love,

Smile a little more
with a happy smile

so that you can comfort my heart
that keeps looking for you

smile a little more
so that the world would be jealous

so that my heart that keeps calling for you
would not be able to become greedy

My heart curses at me, because I can’t even say I love you
My tears burst, because my longing for you flows and flows

Only that sad phrase has been struck to my throat like a thorn
And remain in my ears the whole day..

why does it have to be you
why did I have to love you

even if I shake my head
deny it
I can’t let you go

I love you, I love you forever
Even if you don’t look at me

Even if I say it a thousand times, you don’t know
Even if I wait at the same spot, you don’t know

My foolish love that simply looks at you like an idiot
You don’t know
No matter what..

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Dear Love,

Smile a little more
with a happy smile

so that you can comfort my heart
that keeps looking for you

smile a little more
so that the world would be jealous

so that my heart that keeps calling for you
would not be able to become greedy

My heart curses at me, because I can’t even say I love you
My tears burst, because my longing for you flows and flows

Only that sad phrase has been struck to my throat like a thorn
And remain in my ears the whole day..

why does it have to be you
why did I have to love you

even if I shake my head
deny it
I can’t let you go

I love you, I love you forever
Even if you don’t look at me

Even if I say it a thousand times, you don’t know
Even if I wait at the same spot, you don’t know

My foolish love that simply looks at you like an idiot
You don’t know
No matter what..

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

NURUL SYAHIRAH! YOU NEED TO DO ONE THING AT A TIME! OMG!

ok. hi! met my sayangss today! AGAIN! yay! maybe meeting them again on friday..

idonnoewhattoblogrightnowbutijustneedtoblogtopreventthisblogfromdying. (:

okok. i have somthing to blog about! haha!

I MET BEAST!!!!!!!!!!!!! right in front of me! OMG!

ok. da. bye. i wanna go eat! prangai babi siaa irahh!

IRAHH made FRIENDS in school already ! YAY FOR IRAHH!!!!

school started a last week. had orientation on monday(12 apr) tues(13 apr) and cca open house on thurs(15 apr). met ________ on thurs! so hot! ok da irahh cukop! fri class is supposed to start at 11 but miss pearl shifted her lesson to 9 am. so went to school at 8 then miss audrey came and said miss pearl is on mc. like wth! so we(me, tiara, shereen,hidayah,fazil,nasyuha)went eat prata at one of the shops in bishan. well i ate fish and chips.

so today, official lessons starts. only miss d not in school cause he still stranded in milan. so yeaa. my summary of school. (:

annyeong. sarangahae yeobeo!

i miss bapak :( dad was pissed off and boom! went his temper. he woke us up early in the morning and started shouting and banging the door. i have bad temper so yeaa i was rude again. im not angry because he woke us up so early in the morning. im just not happythat he made us 'bogelkn' our room. i mean im used to having all this psters and photos around then he suddenly told us to take it all down. now the room look so empty and bare. i feel bad talking to him so rudely but i cant take it already. he keeps scolding! i cant even look at him lor. then just no he called and i was like "ah. aaaah... yerrrr..bye".

IRAHH is TIRED of LITTLE KIDS telling her what to do and SHOUTING on the top of their lungs but DONT do what she tells them to.

IRAHH is SICK of being NICE to people who DOESNOT APPRECIATE her kindness.

IRAHH is suppose to be on a DIET but she's eating MAGGI in the middle of the night.

annyeong!

yes... i know.. its been ages since i blogged. (: (:

so many things happened for the past few months.

01012010: Pak Ngah got married and is now waiting to become a dad. (YES! finally cousins!) i'll upload pics later.

022010: annual family reunion on CNY in jb. Everyone gathered. for the very first time everyone was there including 2 new family members, abg salleh (kak dida's hubby) and abg salime's fiance.

15032010: had a fun jb trip to with cousins. spent alot on FOOD FOOD and more FOOD!

those were the big events. then there was pak ngah n cik ain moving house thig. not really move house la bt move from cik ain;s place to nenek's place.

really missed pak ngah wedding day. got to meet aussie cousins(aunts to be exact), all those peole that i only see once a year and had a great day with uncles whom we seldom talk to. Uncles sang Nobody on the nikah night and we went crazy. haha.

ok nah. pics.

and i'm not kidding: I HATE ATIKA TO THE MAX! (: thank you!